No one knows...

I will be using a different tumblr for now on.. I feel like too many people knows way to much about my private life and they all about it all the time…And ask my in public… 

Thanks to the people that has truly cared for me in the past it really means a lot! :) 

Message me if you want to continue following on my new tumblr.. :)

<3Tina

Had a wonderful phone call with a little em! Quite happy! :D <3

I hate stupid people. I’m sooo frustrated…

The feeling of being abandon,lost, and confused. So many things happen last night so much arguing, yellow, screaming, and crying. I don’t even know how to respond to all this. This morning everyone seem like nothing happened strange right? 

I woke up this morning and saw the nice day and thought today will be better.

Even though I argued with my family and my boyfriend. Last night they were both there for me. After the arguing my mom and sister came into my room to comfort me. I had my boyfriend comfort me about my family problems even though we were still arguing.

My boyfriend even though hes silly and acts like a fooool. He does make mistakes and I need to realize I make mistakes too. I can’t get mad at him all the time.. Starting fights with him and not realizing how much he means to me. I’m glad your always going to be there for me… I will too even though I don’t know what your going through. I wish you told me more about your problems. As your girlfriend I don’t wantto cause more problems for you I want to help you anyway I can.Haaa… But it seems like all I do is cause big problems for you =_= I’m sorrrry.

Who is Paige Kwon?

He is the guy I use to like in elementary and middle school. I remember his name so clearly and little bits of what happen back then… LOL I still can’t believe this PAIGE KWON? 

I ran into him recently…Actually not really HAHA involvement fair in the fall quarter I saw him standing there and the moment I saw him I knew it was him… I kinda stalked him the rest of the day… I had to make sure that was him I didnt really stalked him I just watched him from afar while standing at the table…Cynthia and little teresa knows what I’m talking about HAHA…. later that weeek I went to the offfice and Chi Thuy introduced us he was like oh Hi… and I was like WHOOO HOOO of course in my head… HAHA xD

I still can’t believe it who is Paige Kwon to me now…? He is the one that makes me happpy. Can make me smile and not worry about a thing. He is my boyfriend officially for 1 month and 16 days… :) <3 I’m sooo thankful to have him in my life. 

Today I did something I regret I won’t ever talk about it again but I know that I won’t ever talk about it again… (paige it has nothing to do towards you) I feeeel really guilt. Truthfully at first lately I felt like I should break up with you because I thought I was loosing feeelings for you or something… Like rather than all the crap that is going on… I thought you were the reason…. But today I confirmed it… there is nothing wrong everything is goood your my one and only seriously I loveee you soo much. I never regret anything thank you for being in my life and supporting me in my life. I loveeee you hunnnieee <3

People looks at me and think I’m happy. I have such an amazing boyfriend. Living life so well have everything I want and need to live. School is going decent church and live is goood.

But why am I not happy? 

Lately I’ve been SOOO annoyed and tired. I’m angry and irritated of the smallest things ever I’m just so sick and tired of sooo many things. I just don’t care or want to do anything or I’m not sure. I just want to find real happiness. I want to find someone or something or I don’t know a passion for something that can really truly make me happy.

I can’t even smile like a real smile and or laugh so hard I start crying. I want that silly happy tina back the one that didn’t care what people though didn’t feeel so tied down… I don’t know I’m just tired and fed up with things. I wished time went faster…. :(

I’m SOOO tired… I don’t understand I don’t want to do anything or seee anyone I just want to stay at home. Lately I’ve beeeen stayingi n my room a lot not wanting to do anything orgo anywhere. I don’t even want to eat dinner with my family i just want sleeep i feeel so stressed out and tired.

Maybe its because its the end of the year? BUt I feeel so drained out. I don’t even care if my friends wants to talk to me anymore I mean I have some friends who I’m scared of losing but now I don’t care. 

I hate texting people I’m just too tired tofigure out what I want to say to them… This is usually my time of year going crazy shopping for presents adn everything I don’t even want to do that… I’m not planning to buy anyone anything the fact that I’m brokeeeeee like no joke I don’t even care… I use to freak out when I don’t have money on me but now I don’t even have $5 to buy foood crazy right? What happen to tina? I don’t know…

I don’t even want to blog right now… or in general I seriously wish this feeeeeeling go away

This I want to blog about: Promotion, hiep si retreat, people, boyfriend, school, grades, knitting, wish list, and life in general

I hate being behind.. I don’t feeel motivated I don’t want to go to class… I haven’t gone in almost 3 weeeks crazy right? OHH myyy gosh… xP Seriously whats wrong with me xP

1.) Dear ex.
2.) Dear girl I hate.
3.) Dear girl I love.
4.) Dear ex bestfriend.
5.) Dear bestfriend.
6.) Dear mom.
7.) Dear dad.
8.) Dear future me.
9.) Dear teachers.
10.) Dear future boyfriend